being called a disappointment by my own family, just kills me inside. i dont really know why they called me it. sure im taking a gap year before i go to uni or tafe, but why do i get the feeling that im not wanted here? why do i get the feeling that im not good enough? why? i havent asked anyone in my family to support me financially, because i work myself. i dont scab of people because i can support myself. i dont owe anyone anything cause ive payed them back. and ive never “just bummed at home doing nothin and living it easy” (as my dad said) ive always done things without their help, but always with their consent, so why do they call me a disappointment?

worst dream came true. no teen wants to be called a disappointment :/